Open hyunsik-yoon opened 1 year ago
my name is carrie i am twenty years old and i am from alinton, washington.
carrie was a good boxer she was tough and she was just determined if carrie would have stuck with boxing, she could have career path with that she had everything in the world had a lot of places to go and conquer a lot of things
i always wanted to go pro one day but i can't becuase i am addicted to heroin. either she's out looking for a fix or she's on it but all she's doing is just chasing the high.
i find receipt and i can go into the store, shoplift those items, return them with the receipt and they will give me cash for it. she's been caught numerous time shoplifting and arrested numerus times she most recently was charged with felony for shoplifting
she thinks that she's invincible she can do whatever she wants i really know who she is any more
when carrie was born she was just happiest baby she and grace play together when they were young we're really close when we're growing up we spent a lot of time together we had a lot of fun
https://youtu.be/0c2qTOMQ0Os?t=89
grace and carrie have different dad and when carrie was about 3 years old her dad and i separated. after that happened it was a downward spiral for him.
he was in and out of prison. everytime he goes to jail he send her a letter as soon as he got out, she weren't hear a thing from him until he went to back jail again
i would watch out the window for my dad every weekend because i thought that maybe he still come but he wouldn't i still sit there
i felt pretty bad that she didn't have her dad in her life but when i met chris, i felt like he was the perfect guy to be in our lives except carrie wanted to make very clear from the very first day he was not her dad the first thing i've ever said to my stepdad was i always have a dad it's just her anger and she would get in trouble at school.
frist grade was when i started to get in trouble like throwing chairs across the room
yelling and screaming, after she started high school she was in trouble literally everyday.
next: https://youtu.be/0c2qTOMQ0Os?t=160
her number of suspension finally got so high that they are about to expel her from the school. and then a miracle happened.
she saw a television show about boxing and she said that's what i wanted to do. when i first met carrie, she was pretty shy girl.
but looking timing she did, she was pretty aggressive in the ring. she transformed into a different person. and brett made a connection with her that no one had yet to make.
he captured disciplin and he made her stick to routine and i think she really felt that he was a father figure to her because of that.
he didn't just teach her how to fight he tought me how to drive a stick, ride a quad i was failing almost all classes but after i started boxing, i didn't fail class i did start to make bunch of friends and my attitude changes boxing changed my life
when she graduated, that was a miracle. she did really well all the way up until she had a match that seems to lost confidence
when i lost my first fight, that made me really disappoint myself that made me a lot harder to work for my next fight and my coach was in corner told me the whole time you got this and the next thing i know was he holds the other girls hand up and says she wins
i thought we won the finght and we wanted to check the cards and she lost by two punches
next) https://youtu.be/0c2qTOMQ0Os?t=270
her confidence was broken down very easily because what happened with her dad carrie has issues with accepting loss
she gets defeated, hard for her just pick all the pieces back just keep moving on
i lost a lot of hope and i just felt like no matter what i did no matter how hard i tried same things were gonna keep happening
she just started to withdraw i started to drinking everyday it all started to numb how i felt carrie got a job out of fastfood place and she started to using heroins with people that she met there they said it was like made of vinegar, brown sugar, like tar from cigarette i was just naive
after that she never went back to boxing she got fired from her job and she dove into it full force at that point
i used it for a week straight and i got withdrawals ever since then, i never stopped bacuase i hated the feeling of being sick before i realize how bad, it was already there
next) https://youtu.be/0c2qTOMQ0Os?t=346
https://youtu.be/0c2qTOMQ0Os?t=0