baby

[Itzsie]

i love u baby

[Itzsie]

I love you too

[Itzsie]

baby i love u an im srry i made u feel like dat earlier wen i should of went a diff route wit it but u knwni love u right??

[Itzsie]

It's okay .. we both in a bad spot rn so we just gotta make it do what it do for now .. you'll be out soon & things will get better , I got faith in this . & yes I know you love me lol I mean you tell me enough .

[Itzsie]

i jus hope u able to get out dat situation soon i mean ima help u as much as i can when i come home so u right ..we gne be cool and u gtta start tawkn to me wen u goin thru shyt man i wanna be able to help u mentally man

[Itzsie]

wyd lol

[Itzsie]

baby get back on here an tell me a gud time to write wen u aint busy i love u

[Itzsie]

It's hard for me to talk to people about my serious problems cause I'm always the one who helps everyone else out but you know tbh it's hard being strong & being everyone else's back bones.. that's why I really be depressed about a lot of shit .. I just don't tell anyone so no one ever be known .

[Itzsie]

& I just got done ordering me & my son some chicken Alfredo pasta & cheese sticks from Pizza Hut. That's what took me so long to write back lol my bad .

[Itzsie]

Baby what're you doing?!

[Itzsie]

baby u on here

[Itzsie]

babyyyyyyy

[Itzsie]

Yeah what's up

[Itzsie]

lol my bad i was playn cards wyd i missed u already i hope it aint no certain time u gtta get off

[Itzsie]

Did you at least win ? & nah we can talk all night til we fall asleep if that's what you want.

[Itzsie]

I just got eating & I'm finna put the baby to bed & probably take these braids out. Did you eat today ?

[Itzsie]

lol man hell naw i lost a couple soups and i mean yea i wud love dat if possible an i feel u on dat but y u cant open up to me if u love me like u say u do???

[Itzsie]

and yea i ate some rice and honey bunz and plz baby take dat shit out lol i been comn to picture alot lot too!!

[Itzsie]

Yeah we can & I can send you some money either tomorrow or Tuesday . & did you read my other messages?

[Itzsie]

Nigga this shit only been in for 2 weeks lol don't do that . & I'm glad I can help you out with that 😂

[Itzsie]

aww my babyyy lol yea i responded to it u aint wrote me bakk yet!! and whats tommorow or tuesday?u finnesing to send me some money??

[Itzsie]

I'm talking about the message from 2h ago Lbvs .. but nvm bout that .. & it don't matter how I'm getting the money , just know you finna get some too .

[Itzsie]

ok least tell me how much then lol?? and aww u talkn bout u opening up too me right?? if so y u dnt wanna talk bout dat no more i love gettn u out your comfort zone its good for your mental stability baby

[Itzsie]

Probably $50. Can I cash app it to that girl again so she can get it to you? & how ?

[Itzsie]

yea dats coo baby jus let me knw wen u gne do it cuz i need some money onna fne! but its good for u becuz once u let everything out that scars you,your body and min naturally syarts to succumb to da mental and physical injuries and u star to heal even stronger den u were ! i stg im serious baby i need u stronger den u ever been not just for me or yourselfmbut for your kids da most ..i believe in you man i swear on my son! i knw u can be da person u dnt think exist jus let me really help u man jus start thinkn

[Itzsie]

I got you I'll lyk .. & I mean it would be nice to have at least one person in my corner for once .

[Itzsie]

well im hear for u baby i jus wish u wasnt so stingy with dat pussy lol smh were u been sleepn at? not on da couc

[Itzsie]

baby wth are u doinnnnnnnn!!!!

[Itzsie]

I told you how stingy I was with my golden glitter from the jump lol & I been on the couch sometimes when he's in the room but if he's in the chair in the living room I sleep in the bed .

[Itzsie]

so what u gne do tonight cuz i atleast want to holla at u before i go to sleep an why u taking so long to respond wtf u doing!!!!!

[Itzsie]

I am dealing with my son but you can call me in 10 mins if you want to.. I wanna hear your voice before I go to sleep .

[Itzsie]

bet i got u and send me ur password again baby i forgot to write it dwn!

[Itzsie]

Srrtrrs@icloud.com Alishajane11!

[Itzsie]

I really do love you mike & I wish you would believe me & have some type of confidence that I wanna do this with you !

[Itzsie]

i do have confidence u jus discourage me sometimes wen i dnt hear from u or u dnt wriue or answer for days i be trippen man dat shyt really bothers me and i dnt think u undersatnd dat i fell for u fast and i caint help it i wanna life and future and for u to change and live right cuz dats what im on so wat u gne do to not make me fewl dat way agai huh?

[Itzsie]

How does it bother you ? You know I be going thru it .. & I can't promise you that I'm going to do right all the time cause I'm not perfect but I can tell you that I'm going to do my best to try & get it right as much as I know how to .

[Itzsie]

so how can i help honestlet??tell me

[Itzsie]

Tbh i don't even know myself at this point .. I'm just keeping it all the way real .

[Itzsie]

sooo u love me,u want to make it hapeen, ubut u dnt knw how i can support u mentally?? i need to get closer to u baby i want u to have no doubt ever in ur heart i want u to be my girlfriend not jus we fukn like one another i want u to myself!!! and its fustrating i caint habe u like dat

[Itzsie]

I love you

[Itzsie]

see what i mean lbvfs! ssmh u hell

[Itzsie]

so daat mean u foin to sleep now?? if so tell me wat time to get on here tommorw baby

[Itzsie]

Wym I'm hell ? & why can't you have me like you want me ? I would think that you didn't want me to be your gf right now cause of you being locked up .

[Itzsie]

man it aint nun i wouldnt do for you rite now..i talk about u so much bro nem be loke stdu talkn bout her lbs! i think of my life an how its gne be involving u!! i might be seeminlike i got it all together mentally but i dnt man its hard beinglocked up so long and get out da wholemworld is a diff place now im actually havn panick attacks as it gets closer and closer i need yo help in ways to but u dnt wanna give me dar type of arrention and i get it u dnt knw how but its alot i dnt knw how to do with u but im learning becuz i love you! fuck me being loxked up im in love wit u i hate u even gtta be aeound dat nigga now!! smh

[Itzsie]

What do you be saying about me to them ? & I mean you don't really tell me stuff like that about your mental health so how can I help you or even try when you don't talk to me about that type of stuff ? & he just snapped on me & left cause he asked me was I talking to someone else & I said yes , so he just left talking about he finna dawg me out & not hide it & slammed the door .

[Itzsie]

i tld u i didnt want to out u in dat position man !! but i tell dem how much i love you and what u mean to mee ...an i dnt talk about dat shit cuz u be going thru so muc dat i feel u need more attention den i do so ima do all i can to help you but how u feeling is u good ?? dnt let him get to u man remember wat i said control yo thoughts an yo descions dnt let em get to you

[Itzsie]

He didn't see the messages or know who I'm taking to . & I feel like you deserve just as much attention as I do so start telling me stuff so I can learn you too .. & right now I feel like I wanna drink myself to sleep ..

[Itzsie]

i promise i will and lol dnt do no shit like dat figure out a different way to cope with dat shit he only treat u like dat cuz he knw u need him as of rite now dats why i tld u frm da beginning run to bag up and get all yo own shit so u can shit on his ass for a change fuck em ! u stop sacn didnt you?

[Itzsie]

Sacn??? & I mean what other way is it to cope with this shit right now ??

[Itzsie]

i meant to say saving lol ma bad.. and one way is to listen tosome music,or simply go to sleep to avoid conflict fuk gettn drunk its gne make shit worse or watch a movie or show wyd now jus sittn around being upset??

[Itzsie]

Yeah I did .. & yeah I am . Smh fml tbh.