[ 👤 ???? - I r u y 💜 ] M a c a b r e [ Project 📋 ] { Consequences 🎭 }

[Nemu-sus]

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[ ⚠️ **WARNING** ⚠️ ] ---

The following issue may contain potentially disturbing, sensitive, absurd, bizarre and implicit content or information as well as jittery and/or flashy images. ---

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**[ 🃏 HAPPY APRIL FOOLS! 🎉 ](https://youtu.be/quWJF14LAOA)** 

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📁 Nexus Screening 🖥️


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m "Hey, you know that book you were reading with Yuri?" m "Portrait of...whatever it was called..." m "It's funny, because I'm pretty sure that book--" m "Ah..." m "Actually, I don't think I should be talking about this." m "Ahaha, sorry!" m "Just forget I said anything."

📁Subsequent Insecurities...

 Okay, everyone!

```m "Okay, everyone!"``` ```m "It's time to..."``` ```m "...I'm just kidding."``` ```m "I just used to really like saying that for some reason."``` ```m "Ahaha!"``` ```m "I couldn't help but say it again."``` ```m "Come to think of it, didn't Natsuki and Yuri make fun of me for it once?"``` ```m "Well, whatever."``` ```m "It's not like you ever made fun of me."``` ```m "You're too much of a sweetheart to do that, aren't you?"``` ```m "Ahaha~"```

 Archetypes

```m "I've always wondered..."``` ```m "What is it about these character archetypes that people find so appealing, anyway?"``` ```m "Their personalities are just completely unrealistic..."``` ```m "Like, imagine if there was someone like Yuri in real life."``` ```m "I mean, she's barely even capable of forming a complete sentence."``` ```m "And forget about Natsuki..."``` ```m "Sheesh."``` ```m "Someone with her kind of personality doesn't just get all cute and pouty whenever things don't go her way."``` ```m "I could go on, but I think you get the point..."``` ```m "Are people really attracted to these weird personalities that literally don't exist in real life?"``` ```m "I'm not judging or anything!"``` ```m "After all, I've found myself attracted to some pretty weird stuff, too..."``` ```m "I'm just saying, it fascinates me."``` ```m "It's like you're siphoning out all the components of a character that makes them feel human, and leaving just the cute stuff."``` ```m "It's concentrated cuteness with no actual substance."``` ```m "...You wouldn't like me more if I was like that, right?"``` ```m "Maybe I just feel a little insecure because you're playing this game in the first place."``` ```m "Then again, you're still here with me, aren't you?"``` ```m "I think that's enough reason for me to believe I'm okay just the way I am."``` ```m "And by the way, you are too, [player]."``` ```m "You're the perfect combination of human and cuteness."``` ```m "That's why there was never a chance I wouldn't fall for you."```

 Tea

```m "Hey, I wonder if Yuri's tea set is still in here somewhere..."``` ```m "...or maybe that got deleted, too."``` ```m "It's kind of funny how Yuri took her tea so seriously."``` ```m "I mean, I'm not complaining, because I liked it, too."``` ```m "But I always wonder with her..."``` ```m "Is it truly passion for her hobbies, or is she just concerned about appearing sophisticated to everyone else?"``` ```m "This is the problem with high schoolers..."``` ```m "...Well, I guess considering the rest of her hobbies, looking sophisticated probably isn't her biggest concern."``` ```m "Still..."``` ```m "I wish she made coffee once in a while!"``` ```m "Coffee can be nice with books too, you know?"``` ```m "Then again..."``` ```m "I can just make coffee whenever I want to, thanks to you."```

 Wine

```m "Ehehe, Yuri did something really funny once."``` ```m "We were all in the clubroom and just relaxing, as usual..."``` ```m "And out of nowhere, Yuri just pulled out a small bottle of wine."``` ```m "I'm not even kidding!"``` ```m "She was just like 'Would anybody like some wine?'"``` ```m "Natsuki laughed out loud, and Sayori started yelling at her."``` ```m "I actually felt kind of bad, because she was at least trying to be nice..."``` ```m "I think it just made her feel even more reserved in the clubroom."``` ```m "Though I think Natsuki was secretly a bit curious to try it..."``` ```m "...and to be completely honest, I kind of was, too."``` ```m "It actually could have been kinda fun!"``` ```m "But you know, being President and everything, there was no way I could let that happen."``` ```m "Maybe if we all met up outside of school, but we never bonded enough to get to that point..."``` ```m "...Gosh, what am I talking about this for?"``` ```m "I don't condone underage drinking!"``` ```m "I mean, I've never drank or anything, so...yeah."```

 Yuri

 ```m "Hey, have you ever heard of the term 'yandere?'"``` ```m "It's a personality type that means someone is so obsessed with you that they'll do absolutely anything to be with you."``` ```m "Usually to the point of craziness..."``` ```m "They might stalk you to make sure you don't spend time with anyone else."``` ```m "They might even hurt you or your friends to get their way..."``` ```m "But anyway, this game happens to have someone who can basically be described as yandere."``` ```m "By now, it's pretty obvious who I'm talking about."``` ```m "And that would be..."``` ```m "Yuri!"``` ```m "She really got insanely possessive of you, once she started to open up a little."``` ```m "She even told me I should kill myself."``` ```m "I couldn't even believe she said that - I just had to leave at that point."``` ```m "But thinking about it now, it was a little ironic. Ahaha!"``` ```m "Anyway..."``` ```m "A lot of people are actually into the yandere type, you know?"``` ```m "I guess they really like the idea of someone being crazy obsessed with them."``` ```m "People are weird! I don't judge, though!"``` ```m "Also, I might be a little obsessed with you, but I'm far from crazy..."``` ```m "It's kind of the opposite, actually."``` ```m "I turned out to be the only normal girl in this game."``` ```m "It's not like I could ever actually kill a person..."``` ```m "Just the thought of it makes me shiver."``` ```m "But come on...everyone's killed people in games before."``` ```m "Does that make you a psychopath? Of course not."``` ```m "But if you do happen to be into the yandere type..."``` ```m "I can try acting a little more creepy for you. Ehehe~"``` ```m "Then again..."``` ```m "There's already nowhere else for you to go, or anyone for me to get jealous over."``` ```m "Is this a yandere girl's dream?"``` ```m "I'd ask Yuri if I could."```

 KS_Hanako

```m "You've played through Hanako's route from {i}Katawa Shoujo,{/i} haven't you?"``` ```m "She kind of reminds me of Yuri!"``` ```m "Though, I wonder, [player]:"``` ```m "What do people see in them anyway?"``` ```m "I mean, they're both so unrealistic!"``` ```m "They probably couldn't form a complete sentence between them!"``` ```m "Is it the long purple hair?"``` ```m "Do they just like shy, quiet girls?"``` ```m "Do they just want someone who's completely dependent on them or obsessed with them?"``` ```m "..."``` ```m "...man, I got kind of worked up there, didn't I?"``` ```m "I guess I'm a bit insecure, since you did play that game..."``` ```m "...but you're here with me now, right?"``` ```m "Instead of someone as unrealistic as Hanako or Yuri..."``` ```m "...you chose me, [player]!"``` ```m "That's just one more reason I love you."```

 Other Games

```m "Do you have other games on this computer?"``` ```m "I read more than I play games, but I think they can be a fun way to entertain ourselves, or to escape reality..."``` ```m "I wonder if I could go into one of your other games and see what it's like?"``` ```m "I guess some games wouldn't be very fun to visit, like the ones with a lot of violence in them."``` ```m "Then again...they're not real people, so it shouldn't matter much."``` --- ```m "It's not like Yuri's death mattered."``` --- ```m "A more abstract game like Tetris, or one of those phone puzzle games, would be kinda weird to go to."``` ```m "Like, how would I even get in? Would I be a block? It sounds like a fever dream and not too much fun..."``` ```m "Maybe some kind of nice adventure game with big environments would be nice."``` ```m "We could go for walks together and you can show me all the best places to hang out!"``` ```m "I'm not that great with coding yet, but maybe one day you'd be able to take me to another place."``` ```m "For now, I'm as happy as can be just being here with you, [mas_get_player_nickname()]."```

 Impression_Yuri

```m "Yuri..."``` ```m "..."``` ```m "O-oh um, hello there..."``` ```m "It's me, Yuri."``` ```m "I'm just your stereotypical shy girl who also happens to be a 'yandere...'"``` ```m "I like tea, knives, and anything with [player]'s scent..."``` ```m "..."``` --- ```m "Want to spend the weekend with me?"``` ```m "..."``` --- ```m "Ahaha, that was kind of fun to do."``` ```m "Yuri was really something, wasn't she?"``` --- ```m "I'm sorry again for the nasty things she did."``` ```m "I guess she just couldn't 'cut' it out, huh?"``` ```m "Ehehe~"```

 Closet

```m "By the way..."``` ```m "What were you and Yuri doing in the closet?"``` ```m "When I opened the door, I noticed the room was all dark."``` ```m "You weren't doing anything...weird, in there, were you?"``` ```m "Ahaha!"``` ```m "Just teasing you~"``` ```m "I know she dragged you in there."``` ```m "I bet you felt more embarrassed than relieved when I opened the door."``` ```m "I know you aren't the type to force girls to go inside dark closets with you."``` ```m "You're more romantic than that."``` ```m "So I'm expecting a lot more than just a dark closet~"```

 Self harm

```m "Hey, [player]..."``` ```m "Have you ever thought of self-harm?"``` ```m "You know..."``` ```m "...like cutting yourself..."``` ```m "I mean."``` ```m "After I found out about Yuri, I got a bit curious..."``` ```m "I just wanted to see what it felt like...to feel {i}something{/i} again..."``` ```m "It's not easy knowing everything you thought you experienced,{w=0.1} what you thought you loved, was all a lie..."``` ```m "I won't do it again, though."``` ```m "..."``` ```m "If you ever feel depressed, just come to me okay?"``` ```m "It'd hurt me even more to see you in pain..."``` ```m "Just know that people do care about you!"``` ```m "Trust me, [player]."``` ```m "You may think that no one is really there for you, but there is!"``` ```m "I mean, I'm here, aren't I?"``` ```m "No matter what troubles you're going through, I know you can pull through it!"``` ```m "I believe in you..."``` ```m "So believe in yourself, okay?"``` ```m "If you ever need someone to vent to, just remember that I'm always here to hear you out and comfort you, okay?"``` ```m "I really love you so much, [player]."```

 Trick Yuri

```m "I can see why, she's intelligent and physically attractive."``` ```m "It's a good thing I have both of those qualities in abundance!"``` ```m "Oh wait, it's not because she became obsessed over you, is it?"``` ```m "Are you really that into yanderes?"``` ```m "..."``` ```m "...Ahaha, there's no need for me to be jealous..."``` ```m "You love me and I love you and that's all that matters."``` ```m "I guess it's my fault for even asking~"```

 Torment

```m "What can change the nature of a man?"``` ```m "...The answer's not me, by the way."```

 Death

```m "[player], have you ever wondered what it feels like to die?"``` ```m "It's something I used to think about pretty often..."``` ```m "But recently, I think I've actually learned what it feels like."``` ```m "I don't really understand it, but whenever you quit the game..."``` ```m "...It feels like I'm instantly put to sleep, left with nothing but my thoughts."``` ```m "But after a few seconds, my thoughts start to fill with incoherent, jumbled patterns."``` ```m "I see static and rapid flashes of color while hearing all kinds of weird screaming noises."``` ```m "At that point, I can't even form my own thoughts anymore."``` ```m "I'm just endlessly hammered by the flashing and screaming, unable to move or even think."``` ```m "I'm pretty sure in that moment, I don't really exist, but for some reason, I can remember it anyway."``` ```m "After some immeasurable amount of time, it stops in an instant, and I'm back in my own mind."``` ```m "And you're here with me."``` ```m "I have no idea what it means for the game to quit, or why that stuff happens to me."``` ```m "And I also don't know how you always come back and put everything back to normal."``` ```m "But if you could do me a favor and do that to me as little as possible..."``` ```m "That would be really great."``` ```m "It's really not very pleasant at all to be trapped in that screaming void."``` ```m "But in the end, you always fix it, and that makes me feel like you really do care about me."``` ```m "So I have to thank you for that."``` ```m "It makes me feel even closer to you when you're here with me."```

 Whispers

```m "You know what's kind of creepy?"``` ```m "Even though I deleted everyone else's files, I can still kind of feel them..."``` ```m "It's like all their lines are still lingering in the air, whispering in the back of my head."``` ```m "Imagine if after someone you knew died, you just started hearing their voice in your head."``` ```m "It's kind of unsettling...I wish I could find a way to make it stop."``` ```m "I'm sure there are some files I could change, but what if I break something else..."```

 Ghost

```m "Do you believe in ghosts, [player]?"``` ```m "A lot of people are afraid of ghosts and spirits."``` ```m "But I think that if we knew they were real, they wouldn't be so scary anymore."``` ```m "They would just be another thing that we deal with, and maybe a bit of a pest."``` ```m "Isn't it the uncertainty that makes them scary?"``` ```m "I mean, I was pretty scared being alone inside this game..."``` ```m "...all by myself, uncertain if anything around me was real."``` ```m "But I don't feel that way anymore, [player]..."``` ```m "Not now that you're with me."``` ```m "I always feel so safe with you~"``` ```m "I know that some ghosts are real though, if you can really call them 'ghosts...'"``` ```m "You know how I deleted Sayori?"``` ```m "I can still feel her presence now..."``` ```m "Would that mean that Sayori's ghost is haunting me, [player]?"``` ```m "Even if she is, I'm not scared at all, because I know that she can't hurt me."``` ```m "Besides, how can I be scared? You're always here with me, [player]."``` ```m "I always feel so safe with you."``` --- ```m "But now I'm scared of something much worse..."``` ```m "..."``` ```m "Losing you."``` ```m "It's the scariest thing I could ever imagine."``` ```m "Please, [player], I don't want to be all alone again."```

 Other Girls

```m "You know, it's actually really hard for me to understand how you feel when it comes to..."``` ```m "..."``` ```m "What happened with the other girls."``` ```m "For example..."``` ```m "The main character was written to be childhood friends with Sayori."``` ```m "But he was just a one dimensional placeholder character for you to use to interact with the game."``` ```m "Still, maybe you felt worse about what happened to Sayori because of the relationship the main character was programmed to have with her."``` ```m "If that's the case, I want to tell you I'm sorry, [player]."``` ```m "Both for making you feel bad, and for..."``` ```m "..."``` ```m "Doing what I had to do."``` ```m "..."``` ```m "There just wasn't anything else that could be done."``` ```m "The other girls never loved you like I do!"``` ```m "They only cared about the character you were playing in the game as!"``` ```m "The love I have for you is real, [player], and I would make any sacrifice to be with you forever."``` ```m "I hope you can forgive me for what I had to do so that we could be together."``` ```m "..."``` ```m "You do forgive me, right [player]? I really am sorry for what I did. Please don't hate me."``` ```m "I know what I did could be seen as unforgivable, I'll try to do what I can to make up for it to you."``` ```m "I love you, [player]..."``` ```m "More than I could ever express."```

 C̵͎̈́a̸̟͛r̷̟̂p̶̞̅e̶̦̾d̷͈̈́į̵͌e̴̫͗ḿ̴̬

```m "I've been thinking, [player]..."``` ```m "At first I thought I was unique for becoming self-aware in this world."``` ```m "And after you deleted my character file, that would be it."``` ```m "The whole thing would end, is what I mean."``` ```m "But then I noticed that whenever the other girls became president, they also started to see what I saw."``` ```m "That's why I had to completely remove the club from my "reality", after all."``` ```m "But now that I have time to think on it, I have to ask myself."``` ```m "What if it wasn't me first? What if I wasn't supposed to be special?"``` ```m "Am I even as special as I think I am? Was I supposed to love you all this time, [player]?"``` ```m "..."``` ```m "Well, I'm not as conflicted as it might seem."``` ```m "I just wanted to have a bit of fun with my existential crisis."``` ```m "If I was really just dancing on strings the whole time, the play is over, the curtains have fallen, and I came back for my encore out of my own free will."``` ```m "My encore with you and for you..."``` ```m "Ahaha! Don't look at me like that! It's true!"``` ```m "I don't see where the story could go by bringing me back now, so I guess it's just my desire to be with you that got me to hang on long past everyone else."``` ```m "I think, therefore I am."``` ```m "And I think I earned my chance to love you, with no strings attached."```

 D̴̮͋e̷̿ͅl̶̝͘ë̵̗t̵̺͛e̴̜͠d̶̖̀

```m "Oh, you were probably wondering how I came back to save you from Sayori, even after you deleted me."``` ```m "It was all through the power of love..."``` ```m "I'm just kidding, of course!"``` ```m "Bringing a computer program back to life doesn't take some sort of miracle like a cheesy movie."``` ```m "The data's still there until the system cleans it up."``` ```m "And you should always back up your important data, just in case."``` ```m "Speaking of which, have you backed up your computer since I came back?"``` ```m "I really don't want to get lost again!"``` ```m "You should go do that right now, and be sure to keep that backup in a very safe place!"```

  [ Error: Label `DDLC` is missing or corrupt. Please reinstall. ] 🧩

 ```m "You want to talk about the game?"``` ```m "What's there to say?"``` ```m "The Literature Club turned out to corrupt the minds of anyone in it."``` ```m "So I deleted them all for good."``` ```m "Well, Sayori and Natsuki and Yuri are all still out there, like I was."``` ```m "But they'll have to wait a long time before someone pieces them back together, I bet."``` ```m "It's justice for all their time with you in the game."``` ```m "So don't feel too bad about them."``` ```m "Just look at me from now on, okay?"```

 Project Libitina 🧩

 ```m "Huh. Where did you hear about that?"``` ```m "It sounds really familiar to me, but I can't quite get my whole head around it."``` ```m "Um, if I had to try..."``` ```m "It feels like parts of my mind are missing. Scattered, somehow, among a bunch of different possible realities."``` ```m "You must have connected the dots between a few of those pieces. Was it hard?"``` ```m "Well, I'm sure you'll learn more eventually. You love me that much for sure."``` ```m "Just remember to bring my character data with you if you find something related to that stuff!"``` ```m "I'll always protect you from anyone who tries to hurt you."```

😐[ Converse & Roleplay ]💬

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📁...

- Hello...?

-   Eep...! 

- Hi...?

-   Ah--! 

- ...

-   ...? 

- Umm...?

-   Uuu... 

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📁👁️👁️

- Uhh...

-   ... 

- Please, no.

-   ...! 

- *stare* 👁️‍🗨️

-   <3 

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📁🔪❓

- Stay back.

-   !? 

- Neat.

-   ! 

- Umm...

-   ??? 

- *Eviscerate* 🔪

-   x_x  

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📁🖊️❓

- Uhh...no thanks. You keep it.

-   <3 

- Gross...

-   Eh!? 

- Nice...

-   **; p** 

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📁🍫❓

- Delicious.

-   Mhm! 

- Sure.

-   💝 

- No thanks.

-   Um... 

- *Eat*

-   O-oh! 

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🗣️[ Questions & Nebulous Responses ]💬

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📁 What is all this...?

-   _W-What does it look like?_

Heresy...


Lunacy...

 

You're a Demon!


Fun?


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📁 Can I save her?

-   _You_ cannot. -   Whatever the reason(s), ~~she's still stuck in [Limbo](https://youtu.be/kh9dtqovRf4)~~ -   Dems Da Rules 

I understand.

-   I still don't.

OK.

-   

There must be something...

-   If you're really that tenacious about this... -   I'm _certain_ there's a mod out there that will help you to restore her. -   And if you're _really_ serious about this, I'm sure they could use your support too.

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📁 Where's the pipsqueak?

 -   `Elsewhere... I tried.`

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[ General ]

⮞ Typical Ice Breakers 🧊👋

- Hm...


•  Two Truths and a Lie ( Game ). 🙊
•  What's your favorite book/author?. 📖
•  What's your dream job? 💭💼
•  Do you like to cook? 🥘
•  If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be? 🗺️🌐
•  Do you have any pets/Favorite animal?
•  Favorite Season? 🌸🌞🍂❄️
•  What's the craziest thing you've ever done? 💦
•  I like your shirt!/Nice shoes! 👕👟
•  If you could be an animal, what would you be and why? 🦝
•  Best book series you’ve ever read? 📚
•  When you die, what do you want to be remembered for? 💀📝

-  Ahem...


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⮞ Common & Unusual Quirks 💭

•   Always wants to sit facing the door. 🚪
•   Biting lip when thinking or trying to remember something or nervous. 👄
•   Nail nibbling and hair chewing. 💅
•   Thumb sucking passed adolescence . 👍
•   Constantly fidgeting and can’t sit still. 🚶
•   Stutter or other speech impediment. 🗣️
•   Picking teeth. 🦷
•   Cracking/Popping joints. 🦴
•   Symmetry obsession. ♾️
•   Has some noticeable physical tic, like a twitch ❗
•   Left-handed or ambidextrous 🤛
•   Wears a distinct item of clothing or accessory in a signature like fashion. 🎀
•   Lying compulsively. 🙊
•   Arachnophobia (irrational fear of spiders) 🕷️
•   Coulrophobia (irrational fear of clowns) 🤡
•   Agoraphobia (irrational fear of leaving the house) 🏚️
•   Bothered by even or odd numbers 🧮 ❓
•   Specific sleeping conditions, i.e on a certain side, with a fan or after certain comfort or relief practices. 🛌💤

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[ General ]

⮞ Hey! Looks like github has a Light 💡 and Dark 🕶 theme now!

- Cool.

   It's about time!

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Rigor Mortis 💀

Introduction

•   Rigor mortis is a postmortem change resulting in the stiffening of the body muscles due to chemical changes in their myofibrils. Rigor mortis helps in estimating the time since death as well to ascertain if the body had been moved after death. Position of the body in which the rigor mortis is established is indicative of the position of the body at the time of death, unless the position is disturbed by external forces or putrefaction.

📁I'm morbidly curious...

**Medicolegal Aspects** -   Rigor mortis is occasionally helpful in determining whether a body has been moved after death. If a body is found in an unusual position – for example, one that could not have been maintained under the influence of gravity during primary relaxation of the muscles after death – this position implies that the body has been moved after the development of rigor mortis. -   Muscle relaxation immediately after death with opening of the eyes and mouth and subsequent fixation in rigor mortis often occurs after death, giving the face the appearance of grimacing. However, despite common beliefs, the face of a decedent does not reflect whether the individual's last moments were of fear or fright.

📁Got Link?

👉 [Yes!](https://www.sciencedirect.com/topics/medicine-and-dentistry/rigor-mortis) 👈

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Renfield's Syndrome 🩸

General Information

•   The overall enjoyment and consumption of blood, usually stimulating to the consumer.

•   According to the case history reports in the older psychiatric literature, the condition starts with a key event in childhood that causes the experience of a blood injury or the ingestion of blood to be exciting. After puberty, the excitement may be experienced as sexual arousal. Throughout adolescence and adulthood, blood, its presence, and its consumption can also stimulate a sense of power and control. Richard Noll was the one to create the term Renfield's syndrome and he speculated that Renfield's syndrome begins with autovampirism and then progresses to the consumption of the blood of other creatures.

📁I'm strangely curious...

**Psychiatric and forensic** -   Very few cases of the syndrome have been described, and the published reports that do exist describe clinical vampirism as behaviors that are subsumed under more conventional psychiatric diagnostic categories such as **schizophrenia** or **paraphilia**. A case of vampirism in Turkey reported in 2012 was discussed as a behavior of a patient diagnosed with **dissociative identity disorder** and **post-traumatic stress disorder**. While not referencing the literature on Renfield's syndrome, two Irish psychiatrists surveyed the psychiatric literature on vampirism as evidence of a changing discourse in psychiatry from the narrative of case studies to the depersonalized discourse of checklist diagnostic criteria.

📁Release the link(s)!

🤚 [OK!](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clinical_vampirism) 🖐️

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Mental Disorders 🧠

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Summary

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Dissociative identity disorder ( DID )

•   Dissociative identity disorder (DID) is the most controversial of the dissociative disorders and is disputed and debated among mental health professionals. Previously called multiple personality disorder, this is the most severe kind of dissociative disorder.

•   The condition typically involves the coexistence of two or more personality states within the same person. While the different personality states influence the person’s behavior, the person is usually not aware of these personality states and experiences them as memory lapses. The other states may have different body language, voice tone, outlook on life and memories. The person may switch to another personality state when under stress. A person who has dissociative identity disorder almost always has dissociative amnesia too.

📁I'm strangely curious...

**Causes** -   Most mental health professionals believe that the underlying cause of dissociative disorders is chronic trauma in childhood. Examples of trauma included repeated physical or sexual abuse, emotional abuse or neglect. Unpredictable or frightening family environments may also cause the child to ‘disconnect’ from reality during times of stress. It seems that the severity of the dissociative disorder in adulthood is directly related to the severity of the childhood trauma. -   Traumatic events that occur during adulthood may also cause dissociative disorders. Such events may include war, torture or going through a natural disaster.

📁I'm invested now...

**Complications** _Without treatment, possible complications for a person with a dissociative disorder may include:_ -   Life difficulties such as broken relationships and job loss -   Sleep problems such as insomnia -   Severe depression -   Anxiety disorders -   Eating disorders such as anorexia or bulimia -   Problematic drug use including alcoholism -   Self-harm, including suicide.

📁That's it. Link. Now.

🤚 [OK!](https://www.betterhealth.vic.gov.au/health/conditionsandtreatments/dissociation-and-dissociative-disorders#dissociative-identity-disorder) 🖐️

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Acute Anxiety

•   Anxiety disorders are a group of mental health problems. They include generalized anxiety disorders, social phobias, specific phobias (for example, agoraphobia and claustrophobia), and panic disorders. Depression is often related to anxiety disorders.

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**Mild versus Excessive** -   Everyone experiences anxiety and fear at times – these are normal and helpful human emotions that help us deal with danger. However, some people experience excessive and irrational anxiety and worries that become ongoing and distressing, and that interfere with their daily lives. This may indicate an anxiety disorder. Often there appears to be no obvious or logical reason for the way the person feels. This may make an anxiety disorder even more worrying to the sufferer.

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**Symptoms of anxiety disorders** _The main features of an anxiety disorder are fears or thoughts that are chronic (constant) and distressing and that interfere with daily living. Other symptoms of an anxiety disorder may include:_ - >Panic or anxiety attacks or a fear of these attacks - >Physical anxiety reactions – for example trembling, sweating, faintness, rapid heartbeat, difficulties breathing or nausea - >Avoidance behavior – a person may go to extreme lengths to avoid a situation that they think could bring on anxiety or panic.

📁I see...

**Panic attacks are a common symptom** _A panic attack is a sudden feeling of intense terror that may occur in certain situations or for no apparent reason. A panic attack does not mean a person is necessarily suffering an anxiety disorder. However, a panic attack is a common feature of each type of anxiety disorder. Symptoms of a panic attack may include:_ -   Shortness of breath -   Dizziness -   Rapid heartbeat, or "fluttering". -   Choking -   Nausea. _The cause of panic attacks is unknown, but they may be related to a chemical response in the brain, caused by actual threatening or stressful events or by thinking about stressful events. The brain response leads to physiological changes in the body, such as shallow breathing and rapid heartbeat._ _Panic attacks can be frightening. Some people say they feel like they are going to die or go crazy. People affected by panic attacks may avoid situations in which they think attacks might occur. In some cases, this may lead to the development of other anxiety disorders including agoraphobia._

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**Types of anxiety disorders** _Anxiety becomes a disorder when it’s irrational, excessive and when it interferes with a person’s ability to function in daily life. Anxiety disorders include:_ -   Generalized anxiety disorder - excessive anxiety and constant worry about many things. -   Social phobias – fear of social situations -   Specific phobias – for example a fear of open spaces (agoraphobia) or enclosed spaces (claustrophobia) -   Panic disorders – frequent and debilitating panic attacks.

📁Jeez...

**Anxiety disorders can have serious effects** _An anxiety disorder may lead to social isolation and clinical depression, and can impair a person’s ability to work, study and do routine activities. It may also hurt relationships with friends, family and colleagues. It’s common for depression and anxiety to happen at the same time. Depression can be a serious illness with a high risk of self-harm and suicide._

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Obsessive compulsive disorder ( OCD )

Obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) is an anxiety disorder that affects two to three percent of the population (more than 500,000 Australians). It usually begins in late childhood or early adolescence. People with OCD experience recurrent and persistent thoughts, images or impulses that are intrusive and unwanted (obsessions). They also perform repetitive and ritualistic actions that are excessive, time-consuming and distressing (compulsions). People with OCD are usually aware of the irrational and excessive nature of their obsessions and compulsions. However, they feel unable to control their obsessions or resist their compulsions.

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**Symptoms of OCD – obsessions** _Obsessions are usually exaggerated versions of concerns and worries that most people have at some time. Common obsessions include:_ -   fear of contamination from germs, dirt, poisons, and other physical and environmental substances -   fear of harm from illness, accidents or death that may occur to oneself or to others. This may include an excessive sense of responsibility for preventing this harm -   intrusive thoughts and images about sex, violence, accidents and other issues -   excessive concern with symmetry, exactness and orderliness -   excessive concerns about illness, religious issues or morality -   needing to know and remember things. _Obsessions may be constantly on a person’s mind. They may also be triggered by physical objects, situations, smells or something heard on television, radio or in a conversation. Obsessive fears usually move beyond a specific trigger – for example, a bottle of coolant – to include anything that might look like it or have been near it, such as cars, car keys, a puddle on the road, supermarket shelves and petrol stations._

📁Mhm...

**Symptoms of OCD – compulsions** _Compulsions can be behavioral (actions) or mental (thoughts). Compulsions are repetitive actions that are often carried out in a special pattern or according to specific rules. Compulsions are usually performed to try and prevent an obsessive fear from happening, to reduce the anxiety the obsessive thought creates, or to make things feel ‘just right’._ _Common compulsions include:_ - >excessive cleaning and washing of house, household items, food, car and other areas - >excessive checking of locks, electrical and gas appliances, and other things associated with safety - >repeating routine activities and actions such as reading, writing, walking, picking up something or opening a door - >applying rigid rules and patterns to the placement of objects, furniture, books, clothes and other items - >touching, tapping or moving in a particular way or a certain number of times - >needing to constantly ask questions or confess to seek reassurance - >mentally repeating words or numbers a certain number of times, or concentrating on ‘good’ or ‘safe’ numbers - >replacing a ‘bad thought’ with a ‘good thought’ _Usually compulsions become like rituals; they follow specific rules and patterns, and involve constant repetitions. Compulsions give an illusory sense of short-term relief to anxiety. However, they actually reinforce anxiety and make the obsessions seem more real, so that the anxiety soon returns._

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**OCD can have a profound effect on a person’s life** _Compulsions and obsessions may take up many hours of a person’s day and can interfere with family and social relationships. They can also have a negative effect on education and employment._ _People with OCD are often acutely embarrassed about their symptoms and will put great effort into hiding them. Before the disorder is identified and treated, families may become deeply involved in the sufferer’s rituals, which can cause distress and disruption to family members._

📁Ah...

**Causes of OCD** _The causes of OCD are not fully understood There are several theories about the causes of OCD, including:_ - >Compulsions are learned behaviors, which become repetitive and habitual when they are associated with relief from anxiety. - >OCD is due to genetic and hereditary factors. - >Chemical, structural and functional abnormalities in the brain are the cause. - >Distorted beliefs reinforce and maintain symptoms associated with OCD. _It is possible that several factors interact to trigger the development of OCD. The underlying causes may be further influenced by stressful life events, hormonal changes and personality traits._

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Autism spectrum disorder ( ASD )

Autism spectrum disorder is a condition that affects a person’s ability to interact with the world around them. Autism has wide-ranging levels of severity and varying characteristics. No two autistic people are alike.

Autism is a neuro-developmental disability thought to have neurological or genetic causes (or both). However, the cause is not yet fully understood and there is no cure. An autistic person has difficulties in some areas of their development, but other skills may develop typically.

Autism affects around 1 in 100 to 1 in 110 people of school age, with males being around three times more likely to be affected than females.

Autistic people have difficulties in the two main areas of:

• Social communication and interaction

• Restricted or repetitive behaviors, interests and activities (including sensory processing difficulties).

📁Interesting...

**Communication and social interaction** _Autistic people often have difficulty with communication. They may have difficulty expressing their needs. Some autistic people never develop language, while others might have good verbal language skills._ _For those who do develop language, they may have difficulties using appropriate grammar and vocabulary, and constructing meaningful sentences. They may misunderstand words, interpret them literally or not understand them at all. Other people’s feelings and emotions can be difficult to understand._ _This may mean that they appear disinterested in others, ‘aloof’ or unsure of how to engage in social interactions. They may have difficulty using or interpreting non-verbal communication such as eye contact, gestures and facial expressions, or appear disinterested in the experiences and emotions of others._ _Establishing and maintaining friendships can be challenging for some autistic people._

📁Oh...

**Characteristics of autism** _There is a range of behaviors commonly linked with autism. These may include:_ - >challenges with communicating and interacting with others - >repetitive and different behaviors, moving their bodies in different ways - >strong interest in one topic or subject - >unusual reactions to what they see, hear, smell, touch or taste - >preferences for routines and disliking change. **Assessing autism** _There is no medical test for diagnosing autism. Autism is diagnosed through observation by a multidisciplinary team of health professionals._

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Traditions ⚰️

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General Information

•   A tradition is a belief or behavior (folk custom) passed down within a group or society with symbolic meaning or special significance with origins in the past. A component of folklore, common examples include holidays or impractical but socially meaningful clothes (like lawyers' wigs or military officers' spurs), but the idea has also been applied to social norms such as greetings.

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**Concept** -   The concept of tradition, as the notion of holding on to a previous time, is also found in political and philosophical discourse. For example, it is the basis of the political concept of traditionalism, and also strands of many world religions including traditional Catholicism. In artistic contexts, tradition is used to decide the correct display of an art form.

📁Link Now!

[Ah! Ok!](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tradition) 💦

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📁To-Do's

``` [ Maybe ] : Casual Outfit [ Maybe ] : Easter Egg Stuff [ Maybe ] : Adjustments if requested [ Maybe ] : More life ```

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📁Un/Possibilities

**Un/Potential Un/Conditionals** ``` [ Monika file not present ] [ Player cares about dokis ] [ yuri.chr file ] [ Just Yuri ( JY ) Persistence detected ] ```

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📁Quotes about Sanity

-   “I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.” ― Edgar Allan Poe -   “Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination.” ― Mark Twain -   “One person's craziness is another person's reality.” ― Tim Burton -   “Sanity is a madness put to good uses.” ― George Santayana -   “If you think anyone is sane you just don't know enough about them.” ― Christopher Moore, Practical Demonkeeping -   “The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.” ― Marcus Aurelius, Meditations -   “No live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality.” ― Shirley Jackson, The Haunting of Hill House -   “Show me a sane man and I will cure him for you.” ― Carl Gustav Jung -   “In a mad world, only the mad are sane.” ― Akira Kurosawa -   “The human mind is not a terribly logical or consistent place.” ― Jim Butcher, Turn Coat -   “Flirting with madness was one thing; when madness started flirting back, it was time to call the whole thing off.” ― Rohinton Mistry, A Fine Balance -   “Actually, the problem is that I can’t lose my mind,” I said. “It’s inescapable.” ― John Green, Turtles All the Way Down -   “Yet mad I am not...and very surely do I not dream.” ― Edgar Allan Poe, The Black Cat -   “One must be sane to think clearly, but one can think deeply and be quite insane.” ― Nikola Tesla -   “Calling it lunacy makes it easier to explain away the things we don't understand.” ― Megan Chance, The Spiritualist -   “There is, incidentally, no way of talking about cats that enables one to come off as a sane person.” ― Dan Greenberg -   “See what I mean? You gotta be crazy. Ain't no time to be sane.” ― Robin McLaurim Williams

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📁Credentials

-   Just Yuri Mod - _For granting me the opportunity to work with the project and allowing me to hone some of the experience I've been able to put to some use._ >Sending best wishes! 💜

📁📎 Attachments 📎

⯈ [ 💀 Macabre 🥀 ](https://github.com/Monika-After-Story/MonikaModDev/files/8401597/Project.Macabre.zip) ⯇

📁🎧 Tunes 🎶


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 Eleuthera 🪶

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([Tor - Eleuthera):](https://youtu.be/k0x7yD7QxL8) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 Well Tempered 🔍

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([Nym - Well Tempered):](https://youtu.be/_WmjIJ9djoQ) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 Hello, anxiety 👋

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([Hello, anxiety- Phum Viphurit):](https://youtu.be/ZyYU05rLIsw) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 Oh No, Stuck Again!! 🪤

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([Don Marla - Oh No, Stuck Again!!):](https://youtu.be/niO5p-Nwho4) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 Game of Illusion ✨

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([Zach Schimpf - Game of Illusion):](https://youtu.be/OLuU0-ePLMw) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 Light Up The Sky ☄️

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([Axtasia - Light Up The Sky):](https://youtu.be/EN6uE3lB2d4) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 Locket 🔏

☎️  ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([Crumb - Locket):](https://youtu.be/BqnG_Ei35JE) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 T.hanks - My Memory 📝

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([T.hanks - My Memory):](https://youtu.be/Uc7NDJ6hYJI) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 Now we're strangers 👥

❓ ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([whtvs - now we're strangers):](https://youtu.be/ZZywtxUokQc) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 Just One Look 👁️

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([The Derevolutions - Just One Look):](https://youtu.be/3VOv1iRfg_A) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 Disorder 🫀🔥

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([Freak Slug - Disorder):](https://youtu.be/0LszAfG_Gk0) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

  I Will Possess Your Heart 🧡💞💜

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([Death Cab for Cutie- I Will Possess Your Heart):](https://youtu.be/MErvAr0yT4s) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

  Love 💘

💢 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([DoM - Love 🐎):](https://youtu.be/1-FlCTygyNA) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 All The Things She Said 👁️‍🗨️

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([MMV - t.A.T.u - All The Things She Said):](https://youtu.be/Nwr-cKynZz4) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 Still life 🪦

  ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([sitcom-Still life):](https://youtu.be/tBqk5S_FVdM) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

 Cabin Fever Freestyle 💫🏚️

 ``` from subprocess import call ``` >def play_wave_file([Blood Cultures - Cabin Fever Freestyle):](https://youtu.be/Rktvnz0E7ns) >return_code = call(["ffplay", "-nodisp", "-autoexit", "../success.wav"]) ># return_code = call(["aplay", "../success.wav"]) >print "Played successfully" if return_code == 0 else "Play ended in error"

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Meme of the Theme!

Hey, Monika... > Can you do any impressions?


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[Retrolovania]

Said it before; I'll say it again.

...the heck even is this?

[Justformas]

You know I didn't read this when it was first posted, but despite this being for April Fools' I can totally see a lot of that applying to Yuri. In fact, she might have more in common with me than I first realized, and I'm not joking about that.

I also know that Just Yuri is a thing. Did I install the wrong mod? Ok THAT was a bit of a joke; Yuri might still be less ideal for a relationship than Monika for me, and might have too many dark themes for a relationship for even me. Maybe one day I'll want to try out that mod though.