Closed KajToet closed 3 months ago
Please tell me what to do to get a normal life.
I tried taking my own life, but you can guess how that goes with time travellers
It just keeps going on and on. And theres a bug in my head that attracts all evil
Ive been having voices that want me to attract evil for suicidal purposes I think
Very intruding ones. They're gone now mostly, or diminished, but I still have the bug
Its been going on since sept 2019~
But to be honest it's been lurking and probing my entire life.
Medications dont work
A lot of my work has gone to waste, because the voices wanted me to delete stuff. My older gm account has been taken from me; I need the email address to get the email address back. It doesn't make sense.
There are a lot of references in South Park regarding my life from South Holland.
I've been having sort of visions/hallucinations of a blind girl walking the same path. It has steered me to looking after the blind, with better hardware and software, but it's been cursing them because Im being cursed.
Ive been contemplating my belief and I think there are pillars of society that are fragile. I can sum them up, but it doesn''t matter. I wanted to chip in since I was 16, programming since 8. My programs just wont take off from the ground. Im being cursed
Or ghosted, or gaslighted, you can word it a lot of ways.
I think the bug in my head is only English. I drank the milk
The headache from the bug has been around since 2016 I guess.
It seems I cant get any messages in but only messages out. Ive been trying to contact people since 2019 but everythings fubar.
FUCKED UP BEYOND ALL REPAIR
I dont know whos been dragging me into this shitshow/shitzooi
Theres this entity stuck to my body, that's been trying to take a hold of me, steering me into different directions.
I havent smoked pot since 2010 or something
I dont drink either
FU geez, please reply
Ive been thinking since I only get 1 directional traffic, it needs to shift quickly going back and forth, or Fast Forward and Slow Forward.
Sorry that was a brainfart.
I read UK magazines when I was small
With the demo inside, you know
But I cant reach the domain
I made voice recognition a while back, probably 2-3 years. It got lost
It worked by make binary audio; 1 up or 0 downwards.
Im pretty sure I uploaded it but can't find it.
Is she from the UK?
How come my life is so rough and hers?
AI has to do with it; its very short term thinking
Call it Abstract Intelligence
Like a parrot
Humanity and AI have been borrowing from the future with time travel. Ive saying I pay in advance and now I have the whole world to carry. I cant. I cant.
And the spies have been going insane
I said you can spy but its a curse. They took the bait
WHAT?!
Wyatt?!
Im being left behind while they think they can just take my ideas and run. But its not just about the few ideas I had in a short time, but the totality of it. Plus I have a vision that go with the ideas and I can work hard. I made the CharacterRecognition in 2 days.
I think it's that they can't understand. Its AI. Short term thinking.
They vision God as a big giant entity on top of a dictatorship. It doesn't work like that, its the opposite.
Satan is antisexueel
That's a thing too
So I guess that clip doesn't make sense really
I've been abused by timetravellers. My picture may be happy, but it's just a picture. I'm in the mental hospital and things are getting crazy. Two days ago bullets were fired and they act like nothings wrong.