Closed ashumeow closed 9 years ago
Truth is that I've done a lot of real software projects as well as research that even my resume will exceed to a book. Sadly, i need to adjust to 3 pages. I've done projects during early small age too, but lost them due to crash, that time, we never had cloud storage that time, right? They got highly trendy after 2012. Such a bad luck. Anyways, those were smaller ones.
Sadly, i got 'zero' fake talking skills. Only i know to work, code (need to master even more), think, design architectures and technology.
I seen people who never do projects or coding or even dedicate themselves to learn/code or never learn anything new, but they get hired easily.. and they have marks and fake talking/smiling.. i feel so sad... Not saying that i am intelligent... actually i am stupid and so stupid... i am not brainy at all... i do what i know, that's it... if i don't know, i will self-learn... blah blah blah...
Still talking myself because i am failure forever https://github.com/WindowsGeekPro/workaholic-meow/issues/15
Atleast, Someone murder me mercilessly please, i am just weak female (that's what people judge on me... So, easily anyone can kill me because i am so weak)... I am fed up with everything since 3rd grade and still living because nobody wants to kill me :-1:
screaming my sadness in github because no disgusting humans will curse/judge me... Long time, one old man cursed me in twitter in DMs. Old people are always harsh and rude without mercy.
Screaming my sadness here because i really have anybody to share my sadness and continuous failures... Parents are working ones... I got walls only... How long can i scream over walls and music?
ahhh web... ahhh networks... ahhhh connectivity... ahhh shut up :(
Only male candidates preferred for developers job oh oh oh.... :'( :'( Me just a weak female... weak weak weak weak... Female can't work longer oh... are not quick learner oh... can't be hardworker oh oh... can't build innovative stuffs oh... can't build solutions oh.... can't dedicate themselves oh....can't design/build oh.... Not all women are same... just like how Not all men are same. All are equal, but not same. (-_-)
i am not male, so i am not preferred at all... How sad! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
i don't hate any gender... whatever going with https://github.com/WindowsGeekPro/workaholic-meow/issues/16 :( :( Wish i was a male! :'(
This was 1.2 years back:- https://twitter.com/ashumeow/status/469093765005590528 --- That was the period where i didn't have much Python nor Perl nor real Unix knowledge. I tweeted to a beast what i wanted to do. It sounded too hard for anyone to understand what i was saying. It's nice to see that i reached to that stage now (You can see those basic works in my github repos now), though i haven't yet accomplished. Now, i must put some real attempts. I maybe a stupid weak female who get kicked off for not being a male candidate in interviews mostly, But, when i say/write/mean something, i take efforts to reach it even if it takes months/years to reach, because i am that much stubborn.
These HRs claim themselves as "God" and show shitty attitude in the name of recruitment. All they study is one HR degree and do this shit...
An HR saying:- We prefer ONLY MALE CANDIDATES.
If HRs show their fucking cheap gender discriminating attitude with an asshole laugh, then developers show their fucking attitude too. (Oh well... We got knowledge as well as dealing with problems... HR is not a scary bug to deal... We developers have seen so many codes, bugs and managed them..)
I experienced it many times... This is why i almost stopped applying for jobs because my interest in development only where the team never welcomes women who are really hardworking, dedicated and already have built some real code stuffs :'(
Oh... Female can't work or can't think, huh? Females can't work longer, huh? Some men have cheap level of underestimating women.
Both male and female have equivalent portion of brain.
Also, remember that both men and women have personal... These HRs talk like Men belong to different level of category...
I hate to work in organizations who differentiate male and female. Both have different anatomical parts, but same amount of capability.
So angry that i walked so many kilometres in heavy sun (burning my nerves) and went home saying to myself (in sadness and anger): oh males only strong ah oh males only real developers oh ah oh... :( Anyways, who wants to work in this horrible city? I will go so many miles faraway.
I will not say what i did too (Not interested to share those bullshit)... Just walked out after experiencing this cheap behaviour! I'll never work in places that don't see women equal to men. Women can be developers too, ok? I can also manage more work too... because i know only to work work work only...
Never been this much insulted inspite of having strong technical as well as educational background. Hate these men!
Screw https://github.com/WindowsGeekPro/workaholic-meow/issues/1, https://github.com/WindowsGeekPro/workaholic-meow/issues/4, https://github.com/WindowsGeekPro/workaholic-meow/issues/12 :'( :'( :'(
Screw these cheap-minded HRs over women capability.. Men also studied in same class as Women... Women also use same technology as Men do...