Open TANRININresulu opened 7 years ago
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@jackjack Jack. I've already sent this to several times. By email, by twitter. Please. Nobody listens to me.
the message that i sent
well..
Like many people, I didn't have an easy life. Alcoholic father, fights between my parents. I was abused with a 5-year-old, by a family friend. Of course, this is not to call attention.
But it's just for you to understand how much it affected my self-esteem.
So from an early age my mother showed that the path was to study. I took a course in industrial electronics, but women here are little valued in the area. So I passed a bank competition and went to college.
But I was the only one in my family to go further. However, since 2010, I initially had to pay rent, as this new job was in another city, joining college and at the same time having to help my family (many brothers).
my mother can never leave the house, because she had to take care of my brother with severe autism, totally unable to go to the bathroom alone, to make his own food. He does not speak. And the institutions here were very limited. They did not accept my brother's degree.
So I always had to help around the house. With all this, and I know I did it the wrong way, I accumulated a lot of debt. In the meantime, I even managed to finance a house.
I managed to go paying without delay to where it went. I made the mistake of taking out a loan to cover another. And now I'm in a no-win situation. I've lived in this nightmare for years, I got an anxiety crisis, I don't sleep.
Some weekend that I almost took my life. Because it is very difficult to live with the shame of being in debt. At the same time, knowing that I can lose my home is being charged. And I work at a bank. It's a shame.
But what worries me most is that I will not be able to complete my goals. That was to give my mother a more stable life, since she is 64 years old and soon she will have no more strength to take care of my brother.
I was her hope. And now I’m useless. And living with this frustration of having failed, it hurts too much. I almost took my life, because I thought that with my life insurance, that amount could at least fix the mistakes I left. My husband could pay off the debts.
And help my mom a little. I don't love myself. What happened to me in the past makes me think that I am worthless. But I need to work on that.
I would also like to do things for a better world. But I feel so helpless now. I didn't have the courage to take my life. Because I couldn't stop thinking about the people who would stay here.
But I also can't stop thinking that I failed, I have no way out, and that with everything that is happening in the world, do I deserve to be here?
That is why I ask from the heart. With $ 100,000, I am able to pay off everything, and focus only on giving back to those who help me. I promise I will return it. If you can't, or know someone who can help me.
I am sending my bitcoin wallet as it is the easiest way to send it to another country. I beg. You can ask anything you want
I send you documents, proof of address. Anything you can ask. I never ask anyone for money. The bubble burst in February of that year. Then I thought, I can't take it anymore. Just dying.
That's when I thought, if I open this up to someone, and that person can lend it to me, who knows I can change it.
Please. I ask with all my heart. my emails are rebecateatro@yahoo.com.br and cherrybbrossom@gmail.com.
My Instagram is @ berthalouu.
I will wait with hope in my heart. Thanks
Ufa... it's many things.
Good. Every day I have been fighting. These days Craig Wright's profile said that it isn't him, but it is, he told me. Look, I doubt anyone will help you. I think he was close to Satoshi. But that's it. I have lived on hope. At least they can't say that I didn't try if I really failed. Because look. For me the frustration is greater than my right to be here. Thanks for reading. My Instagram is @berthalouu
This is my wallets you can see that on the blockchain I haven't moved anything since 2016. When I entered a pyramid that disappeared (Zarfund). And this year I spent a few dollars for the pineapple fund (the wallet you see at pineapplefund.org, to see if you can analyze me. Then I went and transferred the rest to coinbase. Since then. They were the only movements.
1EkaCyN8XHhVG74fw8UcSveaGJXU8jJuma (blockchain)
3GRPyZXDnWpXA32juGyQq6U86HDPDMAPtg (Coinbase)
today I prayed a lot. Because that's what I have left. Good day 🙏
I sent dm on secondary account twittwr. @cherrybrossom5
@jackjack this is save my life. i don have food for my cats tomorrow. I have ti pay a Loan shark. Well. For many days i've tried to talk to you. I sent many things mails. I'm desperate. Pls. It's the only thing i beg. Thank you
@jackjack pls. You can call me on twitter @cherrybrossom5 or @berthalouu. I'm here yet, because Hope.
@jackjack i'm in the limbo
@jackjack i don't have money for food. My dog needs tratament. it's all getting worse. It's been 4 months since I sent my first message.
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