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slerman12 / BrokenWisdoms

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This was Sam Lerman's suicide note #1

Closed slerman12 closed 7 months ago

slerman12 commented 7 months ago

This was Sam Lerman's suicide note

slerman12 commented 7 months ago

It currently is, but I don't want anyone to know that since they might institutionalize, drug, and threaten me again. But, otherwise I'd talk about it. I was seeing a therapist for more than a year and got a bill I couldn't afford (due to the university's insurance coverage by the way). That's not the fundamental issue though because therapy can't help with what I'm describing any more than it could've with what led the Florian Jaeger protests. I leave this in the secluded corners of the world's best suicide note in case anyone reads this and thinks I'm being opportunistic. I have a nitrogen tank, hose, and a handmade exit bag. I'm not being opportunistic and I'm gonna do it tomorrow.

I look like Gollum, my brain is permanently fucked up, and I was proven that humanity is awful.

Not just evidenced. Proven. Repeatedly.